i've been busy
now about the theory i made the other day the one about liberty and all - for a considerably long time it used to make me feel supernatural like i was thrilled to be free of anyone's judgement the most notably of mine - but as in case of all of my other theories the initial spark has woren out
now i'm about to make some very dumb explanation which will for a while appear to me as utterly true and poignant - perhaps i was in no condition for the life i always wanted with all my past injuries freedom was after all something too absolute for me to take and its abrupt expansion was in fact frightening me - i was in no condition to do whatever i wanted anymore i was so damn stuck inside my own head i couldn't lead myself anywhere further and i was in desperate need of a guidance - i needed to lean my head on the god's shoulder
i am just like this messy writing of mine - not getting anywhere and wallowing in it all day long
now about the theory i made the other day the one about liberty and all - for a considerably long time it used to make me feel supernatural like i was thrilled to be free of anyone's judgement the most notably of mine - but as in case of all of my other theories the initial spark has woren out
now i'm about to make some very dumb explanation which will for a while appear to me as utterly true and poignant - perhaps i was in no condition for the life i always wanted with all my past injuries freedom was after all something too absolute for me to take and its abrupt expansion was in fact frightening me - i was in no condition to do whatever i wanted anymore i was so damn stuck inside my own head i couldn't lead myself anywhere further and i was in desperate need of a guidance - i needed to lean my head on the god's shoulder
i am just like this messy writing of mine - not getting anywhere and wallowing in it all day long
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