in this moment i think i owe you an explanation - you see some months ago as a part of my lengthy recovery process i have decided to live in the light (for at least a year but already considering some longer period)
in order to do this i lost all my weight - i am no longer heavy you know that i used to be like dust particles that always settle down on every surface now i'm more like the air that raises them
i listen to a lot of dance music and all the rooms in my apartment have turned into dance floors all the mirrors have turned into negligent audiences i dance in the spotlights and bathe in the burning rays of the sun coming from the south and my face is burnt i'm set on fire and i run faster than i ever could've imagined and farther and farther away from the shadows i don't see my dark side anymore (i pretend i don't have one for this matter)
then for a while i sit down and play some sad music to calm me down and it's like hearing an echo i look around but i see no pain and no despair it all faded away when i became so dazzled and i want to stay here in this place for as much time as possible wish me luck
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