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utorok 7. januára 2025
why are you leaving where the fuck are you going
štvrtok 12. septembra 2024
LIKE A WITNESS OF WAR
and with the help of this rash blow coming from the one i least expected i was able to heal my open wounds - all of a sudden they closed healed by a breeze i felt on my skin after you'd shut the door - confusedly i watched my chest in the mirror with faint pink scratches on it (from his claws) without me even noticing the grip upon my mind had eased and i was free to walk away
i was free to go
i touched the earth with my hand gently i felt the moist soil with my fingertips - i saw a glimpse of how earthy the reality could be
somewhere out in the nature in an old cottage with stuff left in its attic
a small quiet room that could only belong to us
if only your pretty head could fit in it
štvrtok 4. mája 2023
pohreb hmatatelnosti snov
and i gasped for air as i reached my purgatory i whispered god's name and cried - embracing the horror of my newest twisted form of reality - the shock that shattered me after i'd seen its true face - my most exquisite dreams disfigured their beams of light broken a caricature of my masterpiece
that he threw in front of me on the ground covered in mud - as if feeding a mongrel
at last i had something worth mourning - god i whispered how i needed this - how i needed to stand there in the rain and watch the funeral of my dreams' tangibility
štvrtok 23. februára 2023
SILENT MYSTERY OF THE SHINE OF THE MOON
and i had to chew and swallow all my pride lose all my dignity in order to take a bow to worship it - unconscious of the fact that he was nothing but a mere reflection of the incomprehensible explosive light of my fire
streda 22. júna 2022
UNSPOKEN TALES
sobota 4. júna 2022
ANO, TAK JSEM TO NÁHLE VIDĚL: VĚTŠINA LIDÍ SE KLAME DVOJÍ CHYBNOU VÍROU: VĚŘÍ NA VĚČNOU PAMÁTKU (LIDÍ, VĚCÍ, ČINŮ, NÁRODŮ) A V ODČINITELNOST (ČINŮ, OMYLŮ, HŘÍCHŮ, KŘIVD). OBĚ JSOU TO FALEŠNÉ VÍRY. VE SKUTEČNOSTI JE TO PRÁVĚ NAOPAK: VŠE BUDE ZAPOMENUTO A NIC NEBUDE ODČINĚNO. ÚLOHU ODČINĚNÍ (POMŠTĚNÍ I ODPUŠTĚNÍ) ZASTOUPÍ ZAPOMENUTÍ. NIKDO NEODČINÍ KŘIVDY, JEŽ SE STALY, ALE VŠECHNY KŘIVDY BUDOU ZAPOMENUTY.