MAN-SIZED

i enjoy company of pretty girls which is kinda weird coz they're all more or less bitchy in the past i claimed to disdain this sort of classy ladies - expecting everyone to agree that their lives are more important than the lives of other people

i'm not sure what exactly has changed my mind but i think i finally just stopped belittling myself and admitted that in a way i'm just like those bitchy girls - in a way i consider my life to be the most valuable of all and i admire people who have the guts to say it people who stand for themselves because they are dying to get all the fruit of life there is to get - how could i disparage such nobleness? i would probably argue with those girls which is the most exclusive and juicy fruit of all but those are just details

another reason is a funny one - the thing is i am not ladylike at all but still those luxurious babes like me around i'm something like a gay boyfriend to them - i understand all their needs and treat them like a flawless gentleman with generosity and patience no guy in the world is endowed with i sympathize with their little weaknesses and they look up to me for my insolence my daring to walk around poorly dressed when in a mood my audace to be ugly and dirty and still confident about it my ability to climb the crowns of the trees - a timeless male privilege