NOT A SLAVE

there was something very positive about being a failure
the sudden liberty has rendered me speachless - the overnight absence of anything that had to be done the nonimportance of making use of the time the constant fear of wasting it that just fell silent the triviality of values - suddenly i was free to do anything i wanted and it didn't even have to be good there never was an audience for people like me and there was nothing to be said all along anyway